Life is absolutely amazing in that it doesn't discriminate when and what happens, if something is meant to happen, it seems to irrevocably occur, ready or not. In the dark, abysmal days that seem to encompass all of northern Indiana, I am constantly reminded of what I ran away from.

However, amidst all the gloom a little light peeks out from the clouds. A brightness that I cannot begin to comprehend, a little life that is only beginning inside me. This small person, I will cherish, nurture and inspire with everything I have in me. It is this drive that keeps me going, this hope to be the best person I can be, for the person that has yet to be.

All my love, to my little unborn Gavin, the most beautiful being ever.